So pretty much..

What I've had for the past 3 (going on 4) weeks now is a sinus infection. And I'm wishing I'd gone to the doctors like a couple weeks ago. Because then I could have avoided 2 weeks of miserableness.

On a better note. CHRIS CAME HOME TODAY!!! Holy cow. I'm soooo happy!! You have no idea!! Definitly can't wait to actually spend time with him.

neglected.

Yes. I have kind of neglected my blog this past week haha. Oops.

Well. Chris is coming home TOMORROW!!!! Wow super exciting!! He'll be home for like 3 weeks...I haven't seen him for like 3 years. WOW!! Doing something next Sunday afternoon that's gonna be incredibly hard and emotionally trying but I think it'll be a good thing to do. Singing our Easter musical for old people. Oh boy. Anyways. That's all I can think of right now. I'll fill you in..no worries!!

OMG FINALLY!!

I finally got my new phone!! I'm super excited...you have no idea!

Just thought I'd let you know!!

Cold.

So basically, I've been sick forever. Going on 3 weeks now. And I've finally decided that I'm going to the doctor's cause I'd really like to know what's wrong and get better =]. Yes.

Also, I live in a freezer. Like really. My grandpa keeps our thermostat at 59. Rarely does it get turned up. BRRR!!! I live in the cold. I could prolly go somewhere really cold and be like, OMG it feels like home haha.

Softball.

Has turned out to be quite an exciting sport!! I've never really been into sports all that much...but my cousins both play softball and I find it really easy to get into it.

Anyways...Hopefully everybody that went paintballing today had tons of fun =] and didn't get hurt too badly haha. And I hope Nicole didn't die because she has asthma. But yea...I'm going to babysit tonight so I should probably go get ready. Later!!

Encouragement.

Just came from a night of major encouragement. I must admit I wasn't expecting entirely too much, but I definitly came away feeling more encouraged!! I love my church. I love the people in my church. I wouldn't want another church!! I don't know how I would have made it through the past 6 months without their support. Now don't get me wrong...some have had much more of a visible and recognized role but still. I love them!! And I love my friends more then anything in the entire word (except Chris Morrissey of course =])!!

Capture the flag.

Yes. I played capture the flag for suuuuper long today. I'm starting to really enjoy the game haha. I'm actually rather proud of myself because I played the hardest I've ever played before. And I actually won for my team once, and almost won a second time!!! It was exciting!! Anyways, I kinda hurt now. Ran alot harder and alot longer today then I have in a while haha. My feet ache lol. Pathetic!

I'm really not sure I actually have anything definite to talk about on here tonight haha. Weird.

Guess I'll have to think of something to talk about.

I watched Disturbia yesterday. That's such a good movie. I love thrillers. Like really!! But I don't do scary movies. Not at all!! But honestly...how scary would it be to realize that you have a serial killer as a neighbor. I'm pretty sure I would insist on moving out of the neighborhood. See how bored I am. Wow. Maybe I'll just leave it at that. Night!

Saturday.

I have decided that, considering the fact that my weeks are generally packed full of things to do, my weekends are going to consist of a whole lot of doing nothing. Maybe do some laundry, pick up my room if necessary, hang out with friends (because that's ok no matter how busy I am), you know, basically I want to sit on the couch for the majority of my Saturdays and do nothing. But that would be very unproductive, and would mean that I wouldn't ever get anything done. So therefore I have just now determined that my nonproductive weekends will probably never happen. That's quite a bummer.

Anyways, why did today have to be such an overcast, dreary day?? The whole week was filled with gorgeous, sunny, warm days and I absolutely loved it!!! Where'd that go??

I'm watching Little Miss Sunshine. I don't particularly recommend the movie to be quite honest. Rather slow, and boring. Well I'm gonna go get ready to go to dinner when my dad gets home. Then me and him are gonna go see a movie! I'm really excited. Daddy/daughter time. Yay!!

Yay!

This week is finally over!! Hallelujah! Honestly, I don't think I've ever been so excited for a week to be over in my entire life. The last few days have been incredibly hard. Not necessarily the hardest ever, but HARD!! I'm so ready for bed. Night!

Gotta get through this..

Yes we do. It's tough. Very tough. We're working on it. And honestly I think that we're making huge leaps in getting through everything. Yea.

Oh boy.

Today was quite a day. Pretty good day at work I'd say. Something I definitly wasn't planning on doing was done. It all goes back to September 18th.

I'll think that I'm finally beginning to get over it. To actually move on and live my life the way I did before. Then all those emotions and memories of such a horrible point in my life are all dug up again. Such raw emotions felt all over again and it rips me apart! I know this isn't how he'd want me to feel. How he'd want any of us to feel. And we are honestly trying to move past this and remember the good times, but we can't be expected to just not feel anything. Anyways, I'm going to go watch American Idol and just kinda turn off my mind (yea right!). Maybe things will look better in the morning. Night!

Wowzers..

That's what one of my favorite little girls in the whole wide world says haha. I think it's cute!

Anywho. I'm still sick. Of course. Today was actually a whole lot better then yesterday. Not that I felt all that much better but still. I played football (I know huh?) with one of the cutest little first grade boys ever. I love him!! Jake visited. Which was awesome. You should've seen the kids when they saw him haha. Amazing!! But yea. Hopefully I'll feel sooo much better tomorrow. Yup yup!

Ew.

So I'm sick.

I do not feel good. At all. I love working with kids...I really do, I just don't like the fact that you're sick for half your life because the kids like to share their germs with you. They won't share anything else, but germs, they'll share plenty of those. But ugh, I hate being sick.

I'm gonna go chill now. Maybe sleep, because I really need sleep!!

Bye.

Happy Camper.

Yup that's me!

I just found out the most exciting news of my life!!
MY BOY'S COMING HOME!!!!! =]]] Like really, you have no idea! I haven't seen him in 3 years. This is huge! Anyways, I should probably go get ready for church haha. Peace!

Officially trained.

So yes. I am now officially trained in adult, child, and infant CPR and first aid. Isn't that just so exciting!! It was by far the longest Saturday of my life! Eight hours in a classroom at the red cross building with an asian teacher (who was funny for the most part)...yea. Super long day!!! I'm definitly ready to go to bed. That point would be proved by what happened in the car on the way home (only Nicole knows about that...and I'm not so sure I'll share it with anyone else haha). It was pretty bad lol. Anyways. I'm going to watch the Bourne Identity.

Later Gators!

So. Long.

It was such a long week this week. Holy cow! Every day this week...inside with anywheafre from 50-70 kids every afternoon. It was good and bad. Then tomorrow I have to get up early because I have to go to a first aid class. All day. 8 hours. It'll be good. Boring, but good. And Nicolie will be there to suffer through it with me =] Thank you Nicolie!

The rain is over for like the next week. It's kinda exciting! Next week is a minimum week and I have to say that if I had to be stuck inside every afternoon with those kids next week I might go clinically insane. But it's sposed to be sunny.

We set our clocks forward tomorrow night. It's awesome cause that means it stays light longer!! I love it!! But it's bad cause we lose an hour. Bummer.

Well I'm gonna go crash now. Later!

10:30

So I went to the Chris Tomlin concert at SJSU last night. It was AMAZING!! God was in that place and it was very apparent. But yea, anyways, I didn't get home until 11:30ish and went to bed at like 12:30. Apparently I was a very tired girl haha. I woke up at 9 and was like oh I've got a little longer and ended up falling back asleep and when I woke up again it was 10:30 and I was like WOW! It was nice though.

Orange soda =]

Diet sunkist soda...is my favorite!! Like I'm seriously addicted, and it's a REALLY bad thing haha. I'm actually trying to drink so much less soda cause it's a big problem I have haha. But hey...baby steps.

Today was...wow. It was such a long day. Rainy, minimum day, with like 65 kids who had been inside like most of the day. Holy moly!!!! But it's pretty much over now. I just got back from the gym and I believe I'm going to be sore tomorrow. I kinda hope I'm gonna be sore cause that means it's working. Anywho. I'm going to watch American Idol. Peace!

Wow

I'm kinda glad today's over. It was a very long day! Rain, rain, and more...RAIN!! It poured down rain like no other during work today. Holy cow!

Then I had awana after work. Which I actually really enjoy. But it just kinda made the day even longer. But yea. Over all I suppose it was actually a pretty good day. Nothing horrible happened. Anyways. I'm ready for bed. Not yet though.

But anyways...Night!

Curls

So I have curly hair, right? Right. And today...since it was raining...I decided that I wasn't going to do anything to my hair. I wasn't going to put it up, I wasn't going to straighten it. Nothing. So I wore it down, put a little curl shaper gel into it, and went to work. All I heard the whole time I was at work was "Did you do something to your hair?" "Your hair looks different" "Did you get really wet or something?" and one little boy (who I absolutely adore!!) asked "Was today crazy hair day?" Oh boy. Needless to say, I don't plan on wearing my hair like this ever again. At least not anytime soon. So if you liked it...sorry haha.

On a different note, if you have never watched NCIS, I would definitly recommend watching it. It is quite a show. Makes me laugh! Funny funny people, action, suspense...its exciting!

So I haven't been to the gym since last wednesday, I'm going to go right now!

Peace.

Rain, rain..

Go away. Come again some other day.

Don't get me wrong, I love the rain! It just kinda sucks when you work at a daycare with what feels like a bazillion and one kids and they've been stuck inside ALL day and then you get them after school for 4 hours. Craziness.

But no, we need the rain really badly so it's really ok... I'll survive!

Interesting class today. Teacher asked us a question that kinda made me think.. Do we really know ourselves?? (her answer was no). It's a good thought. Gonna have to dwell on that for a while. That kinda makes it hard to be yourself...if you don't really know yourself. Hm.

Oh well.

Puppy Chow

I got my puppy chow =]




I'm happy!


(And yes puppy chow is something people eat. If you're really interested google puppy chow recipes! It's yummy!!)

Craving..

Don't you hate it when you have a craving...but you have no idea what that craving is for!! Oh my goodness I have that right now. Actually I'm pretty sure I know what I'm craving, but I would have to go to the store, buy the stuff to make it, and then make it...too much effort and by the time I'm done making it the craving might just be gone. Ugh! Something sweet. I need something sweet. So I'm going to go find something sweet. Adios!